I know what you're going through. When I was your age I tried to make a robot out of my mom's broken dryer - that didn't work either

It's disappointing but those are the breaks.
On a serious note, you can make a tool that operates in the same principles as a pick gun with a coathanger, search this site and you'll find it, it's pretty easy. Even a nugget like you...
I don't wanna pick on you without tossing you a bone
